Hum Guzar Gaye

Last post of this year and also on this blog.......

ek ek pal guzar raha hai.......ek ek pal ki justajoo hai...

jo beet gaya tere bina vo aye na dobara......

jo beetega tere sath vo kabhi jaye na dobara.......

some random thoughts.......but to sum up Ye kahan aagaye hum"

Teri qurbatein baabasta thi kabhi mere aur mere saaye ke darmiyan,

un qurbaton se hum teri tanhaiyon me guzar gaye.....

will complete it before this year end.....please bear till then

Ek Guzarish.....Ek Khwahish

Har barasti hui boond ne tujhse mulaqat ki guzarish ki hai,
is dhalte hue chand ne in ankho me tere khwabo ki khwahish ki hai.

Har guzarti hui sham ne tere aagosh ki guzarish ki hai,
har chadte hue aftaab ne tere dars ki khwahish ki hai.

Har karvan ne mere tere kadmo ki guzarish ki hai,
har safar ne mere teri raho ki khwahish ki hai.

Har gazal ne meri tere lafzo ki guzarish ki hai,
Har mehfil ne meri sirf teri khwahish ki hai.

khamoshiyo ne meri sirf teri awaaz ki guzarish ki hai,
tanhaiyo ne meri sirf tere ishk ki khwahish ki hai.

In ankho ne meri tujhse izhar ki guzarish ki hai,
in labo ne tere ikraar ki khwahish ki hai.

Tere sath ke in lamho se ek umr ki guzarish ki hai,
tere bina is umr se ek lamhe me kat jane ki khwahish hai.

Kab..... Aakhir Kab

ek aur sham dhal rahi hai yahan teri yadon ke saaye me,
ek sahar ka agaaz hai vahan teri palko ke saaaye me....

tera aks aaj bhi zinda hai yahan is chand ke saaye me,
tera chahra noor ho raha hai vahan aftaab ke saaye me....

jo karti hain intezar yahan un ankho ki kashish hai teri fizao me,
jo bheegi hai vahan un ankho ka seela pan hai meri hawao me....

khwab mere adhure hain aaye bina tere aagosh me,
labz mere bemani hain jo na ho teri awaaz me....

kab goonjegi sadayen fir tumhari is gaihaan me,
hogi dastak fir tumhare kadmo ki mere dar pe....

fir hoga naam mera tere hotho ki narmi me,
hogi arzoo teri meri bahon ki garmi me....

fir beetegi ye sham hamari hatho me hath liye,
dekhengi khwab ye nigahen teri kashish liye....

kab katenge ye lamhe tere gazar ki awaaz pe,
kab dubega ye chand tujhe meri bahon me liye....

katenge fir har shab tere zaano pe,
bhegenge har sahar tere ishk ki baarish me....

fir ye chand bhi sath dhalega!!!!
aur subah tere pahlu me hogi!!!!

KAB......Aakhir kab

Main Bhool Gaya......

Kuch kahne ki purzor koshish me,
Main unko sun na bhool gaya.

Unhe apna kahne ki chaahat me,
Main unka hona bhool gaya.

Sath me dekhe the kuch khwab....
Apne khwabo ki tameeri me,
Main unke khwab bhool gaya.

Manzilen thi baabasta humari rahon se,
Unki aihtraami me main sath chalna bhool gaya.

Zindagi sath hogi basar ye guzarish ki thi,
Aur main tere sath vo ek lamha jeena bhool gaya.

Mohabbat aaj bhi teri meri ibaadat hai,
Bas main aaj mohabbat karna bhool gaya.

Mujhe Dar Lagta Hai......

Neend ab aati nahi ki mujhe apne khwabo se dar lagta hai,
Teri yaadein hai baabasta shamo sahar is zindagi se dar lagta hai.

Tum ho par mere liye ab mumkin nahi,
Ishq ke is andaaz ko jeene se dar lagta hai.

Fanah ho jaun is jazbe me yahi munaasib hai,
apni is bezaar kashish ke anjaam se dar lagta hai.

Na pade meri kisi yaad ka saya tumpe,
Mujhe ab tumse roobaro hone me dar lagta hai.

Ye ashq ab kabhi tumhe dikha na sakun,
Mere jazbaat zahir na ho jaye dar lagta hai.

Ho jao kisi aur ki dil se ye dua karta hun,
lekin ab in duao ki maqbooliyat se bhi dar lagta hai.

De do Sath Mera.......

Hawaon ka rukh kahin aur hai,
chhodna na kabhi ye hath mera...

Mehfil me tanha khada hun,
bas tum de dena sath mera...

Ashk to ab mujhme thaharte nahi,
sirf ek hasi me de do sath mera...

Manzilo ne kiya ruswa mujhe,
tum rahon me hi de do sath mera...

Khushiyan mujhe manzoor nahi,
ki tum bas is gam me de do sath mera...

Ishk ka izhaar mujhe gawara na tha,
tum inkaar me hi de do sath mera....

This post would have never come on this blog had Anusha not insisted on it. Honestly i have never thought it to be too good to be posted. Thanks madame for liking it soo much.

In khyalaton se ek tasveer si ban jaati hai,
deke jazbaat mujhe ise meri haqeeqat banado....

khwab me tha tere hatho me hath,
deke ehsaas mujhe ise meri zindagi banado....

aaine me dikha mera aks bezaar tha,
deke saya apna meri zindagi ki shakl dikhado....

hain bikhre hue mehfil me alfaz kai,
deke awaaz inhe meri zindagi ki mehfil sajado....

Har mehfil me milo mujhse ajnabi bankar,
is mohabbat ko zindagi ki nayi dastan banado....

tere dar ko chhoke aayi hain ye hawayen,
deke mahak apni meri zindagi ko nayi kashish dedo....

akhri saans hai meri, mujhe ek nazar dekho,
is maut ke lamhe ko aur ek zindagi ki vajah banado....

Mujhe Zindagi de Do.....

In khyalaton se ek tasveer si ban jaati hai,
deke jazbaat mujhe ise meri haqeeqat banado....

khwab me tha tere hatho me hath,

deke ehsaas mujhe mera zinda hona jatado....

aaine me dikh raha mera aks bezaar tha,

deke apna saya mujhe meri apni shakl dikhado....

hain bikhre hue mehfil me alfaz kai,

deke awaaz inhe mere armanon ki mehfil sajado....

Har mehfil me milo mujhse ajnabi bankar,

is mohabbat ko hamari phir ek nayi dastan banado....

tere dar ko chhoke aayi hain ye hawayen,

deke mahak apni is fiza ko nayi kashish de do....

akhri saans hai meri, mujhe ek nazar dekho,

is maut ke lamhe ko zindagi jeene ki vajah de do....

chand lamhe de do,

mujhe ye nayi zindagi de do....

A very dear friend and one of the few admirer of these posts has asked me once that why cant i write something positive. Why the love has always been painful in my poems? So for her, here i am for the first & may be the last time.

meri hasratein unke liye hairatein ho gayi,

meri khwahishen unke liye bandishen ho gayi….

unki ibadat me jo jhukali ye nigahen maine,

unki nazar me vo meri berukhi ho gayi….

jo roka na in lafzo ko izhar me badalne se,

unke liye vo unki be-ehetraami ho gayi….

har lamha jo khatm ki kurbatein unse,

unke liye vo duriyan hi raks-e-musalsal ho gayi….

unki hasi me hi apni khushiyan talab ki ,

unke liye meri hasi bhi gam ka sabab ho gayi….

unke deedar ke liye in nigahon me kashish,

unke liye vo zindagi ki kashmakash ho gayi….

unke hatho se fisal gayi jo ret ki tarah,

vo hamare rishte ki taqdir ban gayi….

na rahi hairatein, toot gayi bandishein,

na rahi kurbatein, kashish kashmakash ho gayi….

mangi unse khwab me jo maut maine,

taqdeer se vo meri zindagi ban gayi….

Tapti Barsaat........

Madmast aaj barsa hai yeh aasmaan....
Awara ho rahi hai khwahishen,
baichain ho rahe hain sare armaan....

Katra Katra saugat bant rahi hai kaynat,
Zarra zarra sahra ho raha hai abaad.........
Madhosh hawayo me sarobar hai jism-o-jaan,
duriyon me kyun ho rahe hai ye haseen lamhe barbaad.......

Aajao ki falak pe chand bhi pura hai aaj,
mere anjaane khwabo ko de raha hai ek naya agaaz.......
Khamosh afsane bayaan kar rahe hain,
Sile sile kuch ankahe se jazbaat......

Har Boond me hai kashish kuch itni,
ki kho jaaye teri sanso me meri dhadkan ki awaaz......
Rom rom jal raha hai aaj,
ki tum nahi ho aur ye TAPTI BARSAAT.......

Aur mujhe jeena aagaya

Aaj maut ke bulave pe main zindagi jeene aagaya,
Qurbaton ne kiye faasle to mujhe duriyon me jeena aagaya.

Mera izhar-e-ishq jo unhe gawara na guzra,
unke inkaar me hi mujhe is ishq ko jeena aagaya.

Phir ek umr guzaar di unke intezar me,
aur har pal unki judaai me jeena aagaya.

Kal raat jo khwab bah gaye ashko ke naam,
Har subah unhe juthi hasi me jeena aagaya.

Maana tum ho par mere liye ab mumkin nahi,
Ishq ke isi andaaz me mujhe phir maut ko jeena aagaya.

Aks

Aaj badla badla sa mera aks nazar ata hai........

Tamam umr guzar di jahan,
vo shahar sunsaan nazar aata hai!

Maloom nahin jana hai kahan,
ki har rasta anjaan nazar aata hai!

Rishto ke karvan me chalte the kabhi,
vahi har shakhs mujhse pareshan nazar aata hai!

Dekh raha hun khudko us mukam pe,
jahan mera kirdaar hairaan nazar aata hai!

Shayad yahi likha hai khuda ne anjaam mera,
ki aaine me ab mera aks nazar hi nahi aata hai!